A boy who would hold my hand in line at the mall & make all the other girls jealous. I want someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who is more goofy then romantic. A boy who would throw stuffed animals at me when I’m being dumb. Someone who would bet me kisses that he would beat me at all of the old play station games and then let me win. Someone who would make fun of me just to hear my laugh. He’d play with my hair all the time and surprise me with 25 cent rings. Someone who I could share lollipops with and lay on a blanket with while we count the stars. We’d buy tons of disposable cameras and take the silliest pictures of each other & squirt water guns at each other in the house. But mostly…one who would be my best friend and never break my heart. He would always make me smile.
Have you ever fallen for someone so hard, a person that you shouldn’t have fallen for? You felt like they were the right one, they’d sit there and flirt and lead you on for weeks, months, maybe even years. You log on Facebook just to see if they’re online because it’s the only person you wanna talk to. When talking to them they make you feel like the happiest person ever, even though they’re chatting up a dozen others at the same time. And you know all you have to do is move on, but you’ve come all this way you just don’t wanna let go. All you think about is that day, when they’ll realize you’re the one but deep inside you know it’ll most likely never happen. Gotten played so hard, fallen in love when you knew it was wrong from the start. You get jealous of everyone who talks to them too, and everyone is a threat. You hear something you don’t wanna hear about them, and even though all the facts come together and it seems to be so true, you still don’t believe it. Because this person is that important to you. Ha, it’s called being played. It happens. You can’t stop what makes you happy even though it’s also what’s making you hurt.